last saturday...went to my cousin's wedding...its was a real sweet one...videos of their photo from young to to now from dunno each other to become couple den wedding...also habe clips of their preparation for their wedding tat day...wad a sweet couple...haha...i envy...but i sure will habe mine,,,no worry..but wont be so soon i guess...wanna concentrate earn money...leaving tori Q real soon...sick n tired of it...haha...leaving meaning less chances to see u...omg~....nvm...i will find time to look for u...wahaha...i got 3 months more b4 i go ns...gonna cherish the few months..look like my police hope is crush...no reply...hoping airforce or navy will accept my application...which my cousin say they will...because they are short of manpower now...lols...signing may not be the best choice...but its the fasters to get money for my further study...really got the urge to study psycology...haha..maybe i just like to socialise with ppl...or maybe...can socialise with animal..haha...looking foward to get a puppy...my sis say she wanna get a poodle...i dun mind...looks cute..haha...but ex...also dunno my house can ornot...got shen tai...later the poodle kena caught fire...also dunno..den become hot dog...haha...gonna turn in liao...tired...tml going sch hopefully...haha... =D

LifesSkills things already settled...happy!!...left project work...haha must complete project report n presentation slides jiu okay le...look like i failed my maths...if not the stupid ong wont wan to see me...hahah.today work early...but nv feel tired..haha...tonite must go jogging...keke...must sweat abit...bo later tummy out...everyday eat eat...haha...omg...must find thing to cure my face also le...damn..pimple out...lol too stress le...keke...time to spend bit bit money...feel like going facial..lol...gt ppl help u make..just lie there slp...xin fu de lor...but no time to do it...just now went to cut hair..haha my mummy say like nv cut dao like tat...diaoz $12 dollar spend just for tml my cousin de wedding ...sianz ar...no mood for tat kind of events...boring...eat also not full..Go home still sure need da bao food...really becoming a pig soon...haha...GO EAT DINNER LE..wahaha ...lol my life...full of eating... =DDD

Yesterday my sis took a great pic after the big big rain....AND its a RAINBOW...haha...damn nice de lor....few weeks ago my friend lend me the hk dramas...the cong shang yun xiao...the aeroplane de...last time didnt had time to watch...haha remembering 1 part of the show...the femal actor ask the male..wad lies at the end of the rainbow...Me know wad lies at the end of the rainbow...in fact...its the same thing tat lies inside my heart, my mind...haha...its you...today work is BORING!!!! X100000000000 times...sux lor....really hate to work tori le..cant find back the fun used to be...haha maybe tired of F&B le...wanna look for sume office job..sit down de...standing is tiring..haha..lazy me...2.36am le...still dun feel like slping...lol no tired...haha...maybe skip too many days of sch to slp...diaoz...the stupid maths teacher WTF u wan from me sia...how i wish can drop E maths...lol...my maths is weak...lol...hope i can pull through some how....its a must...lol...today nv recieve any gd nite from u...but never the less...i still will send u gd nite...the the least i wan to show i care abt u..=D Jia you for the coming exam next next week...i pray hard hard for u ...u sure can get 4GPA...haha...the more the better keke...jia you....me also must jia you..planning to take sunday off next week to study...its a must to off...i wan a no worry for my incoming holidays...before my ns nite mare start...omg SPF haben reply me...so scare i am rejected...most likely?...dun do tat to me..pls..hahaha....no police i still got navy n airforce kekeke....hope they will give me a chance to excel...wohoo....Gonna go take a nap den later 8am wake den go the stupid sch...sianz...TATA...

Life's full of questions...questions that cant be answer...answer that cant be told.Everyone guessing each other thinking...Do they really guess it right?...all they are wrong all along...from the start?...I'm still waiting for SPF to reply me...maybe this is what i want most now...Everyday feeling so restless...Everything look soo glommy~...Doing things with no motivation at all...where is my motivations..where is it...I gonna look FAR now...how far will it be?...5 years?...when i stable enough..when i think u are ready for it?...hope tis day will come...not gonna stress u...=D...cause i think no point...IF its mine i will eventually be mine...if just not for me...den..no point.Let fate take the course... lets work hard for our own dreams...JIa You!!

AT usual so sch..slack..late sch..go sch for the sake of lunch...haha...i got no idea am i studying or not...haha...hmm..Spent quite alot...tis month...bought myself a ipodtouch..lols...i bought it out of the blue...hmm..den spents a small amount on valentine present...quite a meaningful one..it wasnt things tat u dun use it...i bought sumthing very useful to u =D...haha...DEn..had plans for my future too..MY 1 year goal...first is Get myself the courage to filled up the application for Getting into SPF(Singapore Police Force)...dunno maybe of the benefits...but mainly because its isnt a boring job...haha experencing different thing everyday..challenging!!..haha looking forward to their reply...hope its gd!!...if everything goes well..Should be my first step toward my goal..lucky is if Got into the training include class 3 licence..muahahah..evil me...trying to save some money =X... Hoping the pay enable me to get a honda civic 1.6A soon...next year!!! hope so nia..kept day dreams abt the car...wahahaha..den after tat...i will start my next step of my future...keke..secrets!!Tis year valentine day...hmm.. I NV GET ANYTHING FROM any gal..LOL...actually i nv get anything from gals on valentine b4 sia...sad case...but gd thing is nv...bo must give back sumthing also...soooooo pok now..CAnt SLP NOW !!!~~~...tml late sch again...muahahah...GOnna end here TATA =DDDD

HMM..today is CNY FIRST DAY!!!...quite tiring but its worthwhile...not because of the ang bao...because of the activity line up after the visit to ah ma house...watch the movie.. INK HEART...very nice...intresting...Still Got few days more to get my pay...sure very little...but enough to get the thing i wanna buy!! haha...it has become so impt tat i everyday think abt it...i wonder how long i can tahan...as long as i could.....i cant help myself from falling into!!...sumone...a helping hand...haha tired le...go slp...hehe nite TATA

HMM...dunno is to happy or not happy..haha...new year...ang bao...but dun think will alot...sianz...den the coming pay also sux to the core...wan work more also cant...where to find money...drop from the sky...woots i found out places to get the thing i wanted to get...haha...must get a nice nice one...=XX hope it wont be so ex...but even ex also worth it...bless me pls!!!....dun fall sick tis few days..wanna eat alot tibits haha..Jia you jiayou!!!....wuhuu...later working from 12 to 6...damn...but now dun feel like slping..cause the internet like not very stable sia....scary...sianz..Later sure alot dirty job to do...yucks!!! DO i look like bangalah!!!Enough of those rubbish from workplace...goanna end my torturing soon after graduate!!...change job!!! hehe...Gonna end here TATA~